random backlog

ARRRGGGHHH can't stand the direction my blog has been going lately-- untended and not filed neatly as it should be.

meant to blog these things on the day itself but school work, boyfriend, and friend troubles got the better of me...

April Fools Day on facebook was interesting.

amanda put up this picture of her "pregnant" and had people writing on her wall seriously believing her. then a couple of people changed their birthdays to april fools day. zzz fell for one.

then sorority life had the free gift of an empress dress, and once donned, it was like the "emperor's clothing" outfit... they censored the vital bits of course:

and on treasure island i was surprised to see everything on the island swept clean, ravished by black pirate hens. i clicked around in panic. almost thought someone hacked into the account to take what little "credit" i have amassed on that stupid game.

anyway on 2april when suds and i went to cockburn (nice name) central, we went to Big W and i saw the display for camping tents, thought it was tooo *kewl*~!

lol look like mini tents for barbie dolls.

suds bought us some oysters on 1 april to sort of apologise for what happened in the midnight hours, running off to comfort steph who had a breakup, although the couple patched up the next morning.

he wasn't too pleased about my reaction to the incident, since i sent him a mean message about not wishing to see him till saturday and being unhappy without warning or hearing his explanation.

the oysters were really good, i was too tense about what he was going to say the entire time i was trying to enjoy the oysters.

so today!! went to melinda's- my Bible Study Foundation class teacher- house, enjoyed the trip there with shu hui and talking about people and housemates. suds made me go for BS and secretly we call it the Bull Shit foundation just coz we are cheeky and rebellious. love him for sharing the same humour with me, and for encouraging me to go. i disliked it but i can't say that i have not learnt anything from there.

love the group of really friendly girls... it was quite intimidating that 2 of the girls there are practicing dentists, one is a general practitioner, another is a medicine student, another is a law student... feel quite small sometimes but oh wells.

on a not so relevant note, suds has been ill and the sudden drop in temperature here in perth isn't doing him good. adding to that i had vexed him a lot with my own emotional problems, and his dad called him like 5am perth time to tell him that he was going to put down suds' dog, steve.

suds loves his dog, calling steve his baby, and having steve as an inspiration for him to be a vet so that he does not have to spend exorbitant fees for dogs to get well. he told me how he was really obese when he was younger and his dad dropped the ultimatum that if he loses weight he could get a dog and he began to drop like 8kg almost immediately coz he wanted a dog that bad.

before his mum passed away, she bought the dog as a gift to suds, saying steve is kinda like a replacement for her presence for the day when she's gone.

suds was quite brave to not let the whole phone call affect him, till after his paper on pharmacology ended and after dinner. i thought all was well with him and that he has gotten over it, but he broke down later as he asked me for a hug. there and then, i think it was the first time i ever seen him cry. it is, for my first time ever experiencing, really heartbreaking to see any man cry. it sounded quite unnatural like u would never have seen a neon rainbow appearing in the sky, and as if only girls are entitled to cry, and i was taken aback...

felt a whole mix of emotions- heartbreak as the guy who lost his baby, anguish as the son who doesn't not understand his father, helplessness as the unrelated bystander, bravery as that of a mother- holding him to my "bosom".

love suds so much. wish he could have steve back.