I DONT WANT TO GO BACK TO SINGAPORE

I DONT WANT TO GO BACK TO SINGAPORE

my dad says that i could be a nun for all he care after i graduate. why does he want to stop me?

i really like australia, besides hating some people in singapore. i hate the thought of going to church in singapore and feeling awkward, having people to take sides, having to one day confront people who's supposed to be spiritual and my most trusted friends.

i tasted freedom and i love it too much. i love having nobody to nag after me, i love that i can have my say to cook what i want, sleep at whatever time i want, handle my own life the way i want.

everyday feels like a holiday chalet here.

i love having to see all different seasons, fight the 40deg celcius weather, struggle to bathe in cold winter days. i love being excited to dress up for whatever weather makes me.

i love to see the various flora and fauna, to grow my own tomatoes and strawberries. and i cant wait for the day that i can have my own herb garden, to cook food by stepping out and harvesting oregano or capsicum.

and the question "when are you coming back?" scares me quite a bit, coz i really dont wish to go back, even though i may have to... :'(