bad day

todays mother's day. but it's one of the worst days of my life.

1. woke up to a period. regretted not swimming the days before.

2. dreamt about marrying a man who didnt want to have kids. so weird right! in my dream i felt like im not wanted for sex, and there was this miserable feeling

3. my retainers didnt fit, AT ALL. it was so bad. i may have to do braces second time round, how!!!

4. chloe was very naughty and cried and screamed in jurong point, basically being a nuisance

5. i burst in the supermarket and screamed and pointed third finger... what if someone caught me on stomp. what if some jurong cutie was around

6. i lost the hp-sex and the city contest... wasted my time voting and begging people.

at least i know who the good friends in times of need are.

i got some supportive friends:

should have panicked earlier in the day...

at least my stubborn, mean dad says he can send me to nyc without having to participate in these stupid contests.

at least stupid yifan voted for me not just once or twice as i expected, but 5 times...

at least royston used his nus and gmail accounts to vote...

at least my colleagues are nice to vote...

at least runqian and hongbei kindly voted..

i feel like an election contestant. it's just a difficult contest and i really never want to join one again. i feel like crying.....i dont know why. all the love is just not enough, it's so unfair!

let me sulk and cry abit for feeling a little loser now.