deprived

I don't know what came over me today.. I'm just letting this whole spree madness take over me,even finding it amusing; maybe even proud of the spendin power i never have had for such a long time, maybe it's therapy for the hours i clocked or for the lack of companionship i've suffered.

today is the maximum. i think i have bought 4 dresses, 4 socks, a blouse and a skirt. Actually with 2 necklaces from forever21 as well. And a swim suit bottom from topshop. Not to mention i went crazy at cotton on yesterday...

One of the dresses today was $50. Quite unusual of me. I heard the salesgirl say si jiu kuai jiu ($19.90),when i handed my card, the machine read $49.90. i was in disbelief- do i need to get ear-candling done now- even fearful that my greed would get the better of me, consume my whole, and that the lord-and-my-saviour machine would finally decide to deny me. but it went through. The prc sales girls need not laugh at me now. On the other hand i am just trying to prepare myself for days of $2 chicken rice.

I walked back with 4 big bags full of apparel today... i can feel a sheepish expression on my face. im kinda gleeful. i'm starving though.going home to earn some coins for socialite and then to spend it all again...to feed my horrible horrible covetous, materialistic,insatiable appetite...woe is me.