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this is my testimonial of how i met God and fell in love with Him. no dear, this is not a romantic story. i still have the bouts of ignoring God sometimes and not understanding Him. just today i was wondering about "the better good"- like, isn't it better to sin a little in order to meet the better good. if jesus could kick the pontius pilate's balls and run as fast as He can, perhaps more things can be done on earth etc. and sometimes i wonder why on earth was armpit hair created.
the journey started when with my eyes closed, i raised my hand when pastor said "are you a sinner?"- in my head i remembered that all of us are supposed to be sinners. but i had no idea i just responded to an altar call! so, like the counting crow song goes, accidentally in love. but it wasnt a disastrous mistake like it ought to be. true, it was tough warming up to a stranger but chances are that if u give a little love, sometimes u'll realise that it actually loves you so much more back.
the crux revolves alot about faith, which i dont have much of it back then. my cup used to be half empty all the time, but now my cup is a great goblet, even though it may be half empty most times. now, i know there is something better for me. i used to think it would be good to take the easy way out whenever things got a little harsh, but now i dont. when they say jesus saved my life, it had that double meaning to it.
everyday i still struggle with God...learning to be less selfish, to give a little more love. if i didnt know God, the world would seemed more suckier, but now i see things in a different light. i have a safety blankie around me, God is more than enough for me. hope u feel blessed reading this :) really do!"
this is my testimonial of how i met God and fell in love with Him. no dear, this is not a romantic story. i still have the bouts of ignoring God sometimes and not understanding Him. just today i was wondering about "the better good"- like, isn't it better to sin a little in order to meet the better good. if jesus could kick the pontius pilate's balls and run as fast as He can, perhaps more things can be done on earth etc. and sometimes i wonder why on earth was armpit hair created.
the journey started when with my eyes closed, i raised my hand when pastor said "are you a sinner?"- in my head i remembered that all of us are supposed to be sinners. but i had no idea i just responded to an altar call! so, like the counting crow song goes, accidentally in love. but it wasnt a disastrous mistake like it ought to be. true, it was tough warming up to a stranger but chances are that if u give a little love, sometimes u'll realise that it actually loves you so much more back.
the crux revolves alot about faith, which i dont have much of it back then. my cup used to be half empty all the time, but now my cup is a great goblet, even though it may be half empty most times. now, i know there is something better for me. i used to think it would be good to take the easy way out whenever things got a little harsh, but now i dont. when they say jesus saved my life, it had that double meaning to it.
everyday i still struggle with God...learning to be less selfish, to give a little more love. if i didnt know God, the world would seemed more suckier, but now i see things in a different light. i have a safety blankie around me, God is more than enough for me. hope u feel blessed reading this :) really do!"
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