it will turn to gold

yesterday i was so frustrated with all the inefficiencies that today i finally got some things straightened up

• i bought a ukelele!! am learning a song on it now. janet's mtv up soon
• i got to school and read the textbook to calm myself
• i wrote an email regarding the application already
• my aunt met me! and she's going to get her sony vaio through my connections hiak hiak hiak. hope she passes her old laptop to me! this dinosaur laptop of my dad's is killing me, seriously

it is coming to saturday soon. :( not fully prepared for the toughest module of this semester.

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my new mantra is currently:
whatever janet's hands touch will turn to Gold

let efficiency mark my life baby.

the other day i went to my friend's nus hostel and visited the dorm, i found myself wishing i had the campus life that really makes up university. he says i could stay over if i wanted to! so im kinda flattered. :) at least someone likes my company enough! and weini too!!! haha i was kinda surprised that at 1030pm plus, she would still want to see me at her house's roti prata shop. AWW! i didnt know! i always thought weini would love to go home and bathe and talk to o'rly owl! haha.

ok the point is, my friend and i got talking about dorm and about skandalz happeninz at dorms. he told me about the oh jackie youtube video too. there was this point where i start thinking "what if i was..."

but i'm thankful for my aunt today. she preached (as usual) to me that if i did something bad, God will turn his eyes away from me and lift the cover of protection over me in my life...it's kinda far-fetched although pretty much the truth for me. i was quite resentful when she said it at first but she keeps repeating the same thing with so much conviction, i felt moved by it. i know the emotional aspect of it, and today the religious aspect of it.

thank You for listening to my prayers, as inaudible as they may often be.