hey baby,
you're a bundle of joy. you're so cute i find myself having to prepare my heart for the moments when you enter your "i dont want!" stages, your teenage years. i shall learn to treasure you even when you're unlovable and in the moments when you hate me.
you're so pretty. how is it that your smile makes the whole world want to smile back at you?
i felt very very angry at myself when i wanted you.....aborted. when i look at you, i felt such heartwrenching guilt. you're too small to understand anything, but will you, little toddler of 6months, forgive me, the old yet stupid aunt. i am very sorry. i dont know if i could forgive myself, but when you're older, i'll probably tell you im sorry again.
i love you little chloe. :)
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