today i am pissed off with my group mates and almost the whole world.
MTD project group:
i was seriously considering doing the MTD project alone. now all im requiring of them is 350 words each. i hope they can make it by sat 11pm. then i will have to do the Executive Summary and the and Shortcomings and Recommendations and the powerpoint, all before monday. which is really quite impossible.
i will NEVER EVER EVER be involved in any project that includes Pris, Vtay or Stella. theyre nice as people or friends for mindless chatter, but when it comes to real stuff, be prepared for mindless brainstorming and blood-vomit-inducing, time-wasting doing of project as well.
thank god for crystal hilwa and liz whom made the marketing project so smooth and pleasant..!
so that day i was quite pumped to do the project, as that was the ONLY day that the 3 of them are free, only to find out theyre trying to cramp the marketing project which was to be due the next day, at the same time!
i thought it was bad enough that we started so late for MTD and then theyre only doing the marketing project the day before! how can i NOT be pissed? waste of my time. shit them. then they were contemplating..."should we do the citibank or should we do breadtalk..." they haven't even decided on the company they want to do marketing for. seriously cocked up.
Stella is nice coz she's very sisterly. BUT she always talks with the very low voice, directed at the ground, and then looking at something beside her, and mumble like a know-it-all.
"like, we can do this..bla bla bla (catch no balls) you know, bla bla bla and stuff...."
stop it with all your "like" and "you know" and "stuff"! it is irritating the hell out of me. i told her straight that i wish she could summarize what she wants to say, and then she look at me all offended, but i. JUST. DONT. CARE.
go and suck up to your darling pris. tag along with her to whatever LV or prada shops or arab street to buy blings or her birthday balloons or whatever la. ugh.
she offers to help out and i really appreciate everything, but perhaps i will only remember the good points of her in retrospect. for now, i am proud arrogant and really cant tahan people like her...!
Vtay is very clever.. i should learn a thing or 2, and that is, whatever it is, ignore... until it is impossible to ignore. close mouth, dont say anything... dont bitch dont say anything bad. just laugh it all and watch youtube vids and do the blogger stuff first.. yes. be merry and laugh like a queen and hope to get away with slipshod work.
"whatever it is, dont care la"
Pris is really the Queen. very self-absorbed and indulgent in herself. she must have spent more time doing her nails or makeup than to do project? creative only in doing stuff for Milk. dont know why she study for. to get a cert and be happy in it, i guess.
"eh you send the survey to who already huh? i send to 15. stella, you? janet, you?!"
"jerica, pass me your com."
"i dont understand why if the stuff that you ask me to research for, was not good enough, and you all never tell me earlier!"
giving me work that you copy-paste off the internet, and are not relevant to the topic whatsoever, and did not include the sources or url links--is really an insult to whose intelligence? mine or yours? how do i break it to you, and to stella, who says, "actually it is quite relevant what..." when it is totally not?
so now i have found some internet sources that are relevant to the topic, and i hope she manage to write something out. explaining and advising her makes me feel like the nanny to the princess-- what you think this is? some castle in the clouds? use some big brains
"what shoud i type in the google search ah?" real champion case!
and when mr omar kept asking, "are there any questions? how can i help?" then blardy ASK. why do i have to do all the asking and answering. i might as well do them myself. kindergarten really. spoilt beyond measures.
i understand your good nature and faith in doing some work, but dont show yourself to be capable of only doing menial work. i feel dumbified and it horrors me, really.
MRT rides
i was so tired. i managed to get a seat at Jurong East station, and i closed my eyes for awhile, and then to find that i was back at Jurong East again! nobody bothered to wake me up at BoonLay mrt! and if i had not woke up, i think i would have travelled back to city hall where i came from!! i am really saddened by the other 2 selfish men whom i was sitting in between. and the rest who noticed me sleeping but could not bother to wake me up. so i was back at BoonLay finally, all tired and really frustrated with myself, then when the doors opened, this obese boy just had to push me as if he were a rugby player, to get out before i do. really pissed off! i mean there were nudges and shoves, but never have i got Pushed to another commuter getting out of the train like that. sickening. i should have grabbed his collar and kick his sweaty ass. MORON.
Victor
this blog is private partly coz of this guy who treats me like an idiot and i cannot stand the stalkerish attitude and his level of immaturity. guys shouldnt complain like girls. and worst, be a coward and say "it is not talking about you." sissy. name the person and dont make other people go through emotional turmoil or go on wild goose guess lah.
inconsiderate really. he knew i havent forgave him for the comment he made, and he blogged as if targetting at me. even if he claims it is not, he says things like, "vent some of the things that i feel about some people", and that no one went for the root of his problem, whatever the root is. stupidity in the purest sense.
anyway do not worry for me, coz i have told him off in smses. associating myself with people like him really puts me in the bad light. sucks lah.
why do all sucky things happen to me. really shitty and tired from it all. the guard asked me why i look so tired, whether i want a panadol. i was in a bad mood and i sortof snapped at him. :( i am sorry.
t. i. r. e. d. s. a. d.
anyway weisheng played some guitar songs over the phone for me so it was nice and! he just went round playing different songs.. and then he played one of my favourite song and i just squealed in delight there and then. haha! he went to check my youtube channel and saw the 'anyone else but you' video i did and he thought i liked that song and just played it for me! hahaha sweet. think we would be playing it together over the phone some time soon, cross fingers! :)
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