its 5 am and i look out.
i see a tint of darkness combined with a sacred auburn across the sky
its speaking to me but i am in deny.
i want him and in my heart i silently cry
god guide me to the fate of love.
tell me that i will stand straight and let memories fade.
love is blind but most of it lives a painful lie
love love. go far away and let my ambitions arise.
for there is only one person in me
and that person i will never in my life
fight against for the next sunlight and sunrise.
please let my love die.
nice!!!
thursday: 1 day relief stint teacher at PAP
mum sending me to school.friday: nooope didnt get to watch any movies but went to coffee bean to have caesar salad and went to the park nearby to chill. quarrelled with dad.
saturday: whole day church, no bible study! no pictures coz was quite tired and looked awful from crying fest on friday night. went to find shaun, kenny and gang coz thought we're going to play 10 rounds of table hockey. but didnt :( instead sat and watched them seesha-ed. so smelly ugh haha.
sunday: went out with my family because i am a good girl. it's mainly filial duty coz they will not spent on clothes for me!!! they will for my sister, so unfair right. but at least i get to eat whatever i want-- so im totally pampered in that sense. totally exhausting bringin chloe around. went for the free makeover by sasa!
hahaha i dont really like the makeup coz of the brows. my mum on the right. :) :)and! chunjin and dawn's really alike in a way! theyre both really sisterly and comforting. makes you feel suuuper good talking to them and really really loved. thanks chunjin for advising me regarding internetz enemyz rottenraisins and telling me never to unfriend you. these words will be etched in my heart forever. you are precious! i will go through fire for you. :) thank you!
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