j a n e t

too tired to reply sms or think about the past and future.
as i've said, i'm not a forgivin person.
i can so imagine the fits again..
"why cant you forgive and forget?! does our friendship meant so little to you??!" and so on so forth.

1)if it meant so little, i wouldnt go home with a heavy heart all the time.
2)i dont want to continue living in denial.i hate being not here yet not there.
3)i find myself being more independent now. heck i even enjoy shopping by my own.

maybe we'll meet in group dates. i cant imagine anything more than that. before i delete friendster, i realised we had 93 friends in common.
sorry.

i'm very very grateful to people who offered to tag so that the rantings of mine would be erased. small little things count for much.

hence im thankful for a u-square boy.

and a girl whose name is of sunshine. :) for the email and all, thank you.

a quote from a book i like alot:
She fell in the pond yesterday when she was looking at herself in it, which she is always doing.
[adam talking about eve]

He talks very little. Perhaps it is because he is not bright, and is sensitive about it and wishes to conceal it. It is such a pity that he should feel so. for brightness is nothing; it is in the heart that the values lie. I wish I could make him understand that a loving good heart is riches, and riches enough, and that without it intellect is poverty.
[eve talking about adam]

It grieves me to the heart to see it in its little storms of sorrow and passion. [adam talking about cain]