j a n e t

never in my whole life of education, have i felt so belittled and useless.

never in my life, have i gotten BANNED from any class.

but it's just as well, miss sab doesnt want a lousy student like me in her teaching record. if i fail GP and could not make it into a uni, at least she won't have to feel guilty anymore. so she's pretty smart in a way.

she never ban people from her class until i pon GP for the first time ever, she bans people from her class.

i tried to apologize. before i even open my mouth, you started to say no. thanks for being a teacher who hears people out.

about streaming me, brian and yennjie to another class, u know what, i still do not know why. but i suspect.

she needs an object to vent her anger and frustrations from all her lousy students. or perhaps she feels good to have people laughing at her jokes.

yes, and i may just be the biggest joke she has ever had in her life.

i did not know i was a space cadet until my friends told me.

thanks ms sab.

i like to be ridiculed without my knowing.

yay!

ON a happier note, with all the disappointments in school and stuff, i have prepared myself for the in-case-i-dont-make-its. i am not sure about it but would MI accept me? otherwise, would SMU accept me? if not, could it be Shatec? if not, i would have to work to uni through poly. yes? still, i really want to make it into a uni.

i was thinking about this, since my greatest ambition is to travel around the world, i could be a travel host!! i always feel a pang of jealousy when i watch Seoul Far Seoul Good on channel 5 and Samantha Brown on Travel and Living on HBO. i wonder whether you need a degree to be a travel host. but still! i'd work my way towards it. or i could be a journalist! not those writing kinds. writing makes me think of GP. yucks. anyway, flight stewardess is DA coolest job!!

that said, i would probably go into the service or media industry. all in all, is JC life really relevant to all these? also, are Complex numbers even applicable in real life?!

i know having this paper of qualification stating that you are an educated person is reaaally important.

but why oh why must it be so hard?

dying on the inside..

UNLESS you vote me as prom queen, perhaps, i would feel a little better about JC life. ;P

pretty girl club president rules!