suds was quite the ardent lover that night i touched down from the airport. he surprised me with a more expensive-looking bunch of flowers, cooked me noodles, washed the bowls and did not complain about my messy room, cuddled me and let me sleep through the church services. :)
went to the church zone's picnic-captains ball game. would have been a better game if it weren't for that slippery soccer ball, the damp wintery grass, the failure to wear sport shoes only because i am vain, the dismal fitness levels, the highly tall julian on the opposition team, ....
aren't the flowers just beeeyoutifuuul?
also i 'recycled' the grass-stained pants to wear them out for a dinner date to the chinese restaurant with suds...
while i may look as cheery as a tomato, life isn't all that flowery and smooth.... felt disconnected meeting the church people, yet again. still helpless as to what i would be doing next in life. i wish to stay with suds but everything seems to be pulling me away from him.
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