lunch

My first time at sushi tei!

Today realized that people in NEC likes to lunch at sushi tei. Felt almost like school canteen in the restaurant. Quite unsurprising since Jap people seem to only favour their own food.

My company has this very very very very cute japanese guy. Late 20s, tall, well-built, with curly hair, looking like some jap actor. He's fair and his face is like....handsome rabbit kinda feeling. I swoon like some school girl whenever he walks past my desk even though i pretend to type ever so conscientiously on my NEC keyboard. Wished i could show everyone how cute he is! But as japanese people go, they all seem to marry super early, especially the high-ranking class kind. i bet he has a very pretty japanese wife already. besides i think jap people are pretty difficult to talk to...can't imagine going "hai-t! Hai-t!" every few seconds in a convo, as if karate chopping in a speech.

Some colleagues noticed i've been having lunch alone and have asked me along. So nice right!! I'm the youngest there and i feel so handicapped not knowing any dialects. When we go to giant, they seem to make a fuss over me buying sweets to keep awake like i'm a little girl. "ah girl wants to buy sweets!" lesson learnt sigh.

Ok feeling very argh midday regarding friends vs professionalism. Work ethics can go suck eggs (coz it's so difficult to define ethics and to judge which is the better good). Foremost important to what guides me in life is never to treat people like crap. Every time i have conflicts, it's usually how the protagonist becomes so overbearing with their almighty attitude and disregarding others, trampling on egos and being so insensitive.

These things are so easily rectified yet so carelessly eschewed, with such irreparable irreversible massive damage. it's so never worth it...