assignment stress

i am really finding all means to not do my homework :( :( it is miserable to do work pretty much feeling alone and not having anybody supporting my need to do well and excel. it even feels like im being punished for having homework and therefore being shunned. i wont do that to friends who need to study! i would carefully avoid disturbing the studying person and if that person needs some company, i would do my best to give my time and help the person attain whatever goals or help he/ she needs. then i rejoice when the person has complete the paper/ homework whatever and then celebrate the victory together.

THIS is what my friendship means. and to ruin a friendship, it is as simple- just do the opposite.

being selfish is always always always thinking lowly of yourself, acting all so pathetic, not fighting for yourself and using guilt tactics in order to serve your own purposes and then not caring about how difficult the other person must be feeling.

i judge people sometimes by the company they hang out with. therefore, it is time that i should look into the mirror and analyse what kind of people i hang out with that makes me who i am today and who i will be, tomorrow.