blabber

i have started to love mondays for quite some time.

reason being: GOSSIP GIRL and Pet Society's release of new items. heh the latter gets me out of the bed just to log in and see what's in store. havent watched gossip girl these days due to uptight infringment control.

today was quite sad coz i have no coins and then now i have saved up to 1.9k... but still not enough to purchase what i want! bro darren's toffee pup's house was strangely empty and then there are no more lava lamps! i hope nobody went to harrass him for one if not i will be soo embarrassed.

wendy's wailing want method really worked!

AGAIN!

I WANTTTTT A GUMBALL MACHINEEE!!!
I WANTTTTT A BLACK BATH TUB!!!!!!!
I WANTTTTT A GUITAR!!!!!!
(pet society)

ok today i spent my day with nurul and eileen (thanks for lending books and notes!! :D ) and later with weiliang and kelvin (no thanks for wasting my time!)

so it was a pretty nice day today. my sister told me chloe fell sick, like a high 39deg cel fever-sick. i sort of miss little chloe now. feel so foreigner already, i dont know if she would recognize me later.

oh and vday right, i realised i did not receive a single rose/ flower this year. so sad! i used to receive at least one, even from girl-friends, until this year. i didnt even realise until somebody asked me casually as if he expected that i would receive one. suddenly i felt old coz only old people dont do this kinda frivolous things and then really unappreciated, especially after seeing so many vday albums on facebook!

it's weird, like every, i meant EVERY SINGLE close girl-friends around me dating, ie, my sister, my pretty girl club, jamie and debbie.. ok maybe 2 or 3 not dating, but the really significant ones are all about to get married soon that kinda thing. it's very lonely trying to keep up with all the convos about how their significant other is treating them etc and having nothing interesting to share or offer, and then occupying myself with very individual activities (fashion sites, pet society, magazines-reading). i fear that i am becoming too self-absorbed and less patient with others, and then easily getting into despair whenever i get left out in social activities.

i dont get why everybody wants to jump into a relationship either! :'( die i am tearing and then i have to turn in for school tomorrow!! k bye!