the deal abt skate skooters

felt so bad for waking up at 12+pm and forgetting to inform victor whether he could come over for lunch! luckily he didnt give me a hard time.

so after kicking him out of the house and washing up, i decided to take the skate skooter out for a drift to the dentist, where i got very super tight springs across the gap between my upper teeth. paaaaaiin man! seriously! hopefully this will finally tighten that gap!

so from near jurong church where my dentist is, i skate skootered quite a long distance over to the library near jurong point to return the books and dammmmm got alot of stares. like ok, so i am a girl, and i am nearing 21, so i cannot ride a skate skooter is it? if roller blade or cycle can, why skate skooter cannot?

then i thought alot while on the skate skooter skooot skooting away, i realise that i think i would fear bumping into people like yifan or primary school crushes or some jurong people living in the area, maybe terri or my sister's friends or whatever. like, it can be abit embarrassing but i am not in that mood to explain or to deal with the judgemental attitudes.

then i thought shucks all these man, why must i let people's thoughts bother me so. felt alittle sad then coz i dont know how i could ever find common-minded people, or even hubby material guys to tolerate all these quirks of mine... how can i not compromise on what i want to do and be happy at the same time!

i very much love my single sized bed and dont really like sharing beds with anybody..
and i like to own 3times the wardrobe than any other girls. i very much like my life to be an open book-- to be easily read, understood, accepted or even embraced. that's how i wish to love as well.

to summarize, i am just not ready to get tested in the trials of love.

someone asked me on this dating application on facebook whether i am chinese, and i replied "no i bangladesh" and he never replied. sigh! all crows under the sky are equally black!