j a n e t

i dont understand why the maid wants to keep her hair! it's getting longer and she needs to tie her hair already (to prevent hair from getting into our food duh).

my hairstyle is like, the same as the maid now....!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! SIAN!!!!!

she is going to think that i am her bff or sister or fellow colleague if i am going to stay at home the whole day and look like her!

CRIES!!!!


look at this couple right, the girl's 27 and the guy's 29. they look odd together, coz the girl looks old-still-wanna-act-cute while the guy is too beatles already. most likely, nobody wants to be in their shoes. however the happiness about them (body language!), and a love that transcends beyond looks and outer appearances impresses me. now, i find myself wishing that i could be like them. i wish i can be comfortable in my own skin and look funny in whatever i wear but know that i am loved. i wish there is another odd ball out there in 4.5million people on this little island who can share the same visions and likings and my idiosyncrasies for i have many to be ashamed of. how many years will it take to find this one and only other half out there? this chase gets pretty tiring, i am afraid i get too cynical and bagged down by tonnes of emotional baggage when i reach you. till then, wish you were here and i love you.

battered, bed-bugs bitten bitchy me,