not hoping too much even though i wish there could be. never had this feeling for a long long time.
i think too much of you sometimes. it's scary. i wish i could kill this hold over me.
i wish i can resist replying your messages. then i wont have to keep checking my phone for your replies. waiting and waiting. then a sense of relief when i receive- maybe it's just me thinking that it will stop coming back one day.
you're like a stranger sometimes- i dont understand you. i wish sometimes i can make guys more willing to share and be expressive.. haha wishful thinking.
i feel devalued when you described me as "experienced". like im a used product. faints~! sigh.
i am so dead.
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