ah jus feel sad. about knowing things.
sometimes it's good to know but sometimes i just wished i didnt know. it's a dilemma,
i wished i didnt know that he liked a girl and was turned down, and he felt sooo disappointed that he dont wish to keep a blog, do not know what to blog, and only blogs because i created it for him.
now i feel like shutting down the blog, but it's not up to me. why force in a relationship? it doesnt make anyone happy.
i have this really silly belief. that i think the guy i would eventually end up with, would be one with a very silly soft side. that he would like hamsters? or something! i have no idea. i'm of chinese zodiac-rabbit sign. so the stars say that i would be compatitable with a chinese zodiac of a pig or dog. a gentler kinda person actually.
it was too fast anyway. guess it really has fizzled. really. pssssssssshhhhhttttt-puh-poot-put-put..,
if you truly love a person, would you really wish for the person to be happy, despite it meaning the person will never be by your side?
why do some people make falling in love seem so easy!
gahhh i need to concentrate on my studies.
!!! my dad has a facebook account!!! hahahah.
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