that magic spell has broken and lifted and now i could see your imperfections.
i could never be a quiet unassuming knits-at-home wife;
i could not be a driven and all-for-christ girl;
i would not leave church and love chasing music;
i could not do my maths and excel in studies;
i could not be less daring and outspoken;
i am not a sporty and athlectic girl.
i am myself and i could not force myself and should stop trying to.
and i did that, and then i realise, i love myself more than i would if i tried to have you to love me.
no use thinking it over many times and to torture myself or to feel inferior. i took a step back and i realise that you're not that much of my prince charming either.
to my crush(es), i think of you now and then, travelling about and being reminded at places and by things. however, you no longer have a hold on me.
today i have set you free.
**last line borrowed from clarisse! i love that ending, WHOA!
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