oh nooooose! writer's block.
i dont know what to blog! i missed out a day of blogging, did you notice? people owe me pictures (jingteng weini debbie) but i dont wish to have pictures so that i can blog, like, do you even look at the pictures or are they solely to make myself look like im having fun? do people even care about the pictures??
monday im starting work and im half dreading it, another half of me desiring to make this work and prove myself capable of admin jobs. i will face lonliness coz i think i am the only young person and nobody wants to eat with temp girls. but it's ok. i think i will wish i had a boyfriend to travel all the way down just to have a one hour lunch with me, but i guess that's only in my dreams.
i wish i wont fall asleep coz it's going to be monotonous data entry work. i hope i can play my mp3 and eat snacks, if not i will just dieee of sleeping and then getting sacked. I MUST NOT FALL ASLEEP. if you didnt know, i fell asleep for like 1-2hours during work and i was sitting near the door where everyone can see me sleeping but thank god i wasnt sacked but it was a very horrible experience and i have drawn valuable lessons from it.
really need like prayers so that i will get through this. need the cash to tide me till the end of year. i want to get a sewing machine that i can lug around. that's a small little wish of mine. i think i will be more committed to sewing with it coz i will want to maximise its value and itll be good coz weisheng's mother can teach me from there.
i need money for everybody's 21st birthdays as well. @#$%^&* i hate birthdays!!!! dont like buying presents coz quite waste of money and energy buying gifts you know for sure they dont appreciate and freakin expensive? i know coz i have forever21 gstring that will forever be unworn and soft toys somewhere around the house i dont know where.... i gave people gifts that i also know will never see daylight forever again. SO! moral of story... people should write wishlist if not i will roll my eyeballs thinking what to buy and then dont buy until christmas or something. actually im quite fortunate come to think of it, i got some nice presents like MCR cd, oxford shoes, crocs shoes. :) BUT that's only coz i ASKED for it!!! haha aiyoo ok.
theres this thing i read in PostSecret which i found interesting and it says I Hate My Best Friend. quite true isnt it. some point in life, you'll hate the person most closest to you, even though you're NOT supposed to. almost every girl i know have some complaints about the person theyre closest to. i havent hated debbie yet so maybe debbie's not my best friend hahahha.
sensitive topic so skip!
oooh the tanjong pagar roti prata place is good. :) ahhah i like that place. will bring my muslim friends down one day man. actually i got only 2 muslim lunch buddies now. MUHAIMIN AND NURUL! I miss you both very much! everytime it came to lunch together, there's always very limited halal places, so i have come to remember new halal places that we can eat.
sorta missing school. ok end of random rabblings post! whoever bothered to read word for word, i love you. :)
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