j a n e t

lord grant me a hardened heart
not to fall prey to a man's charm,
his shiny smile,
not to be swayed by the music he plays,
the words he say.
let me stay unwavered when he does anything sweet
dont let my heart be stolen in that mo's fleet.
even if he changes the drama script.
even if he acts cutely stupid.
get it into my head that
he treats every other girl this way,
he's already attached by may.
god forbid me to show my true self
at last let me have control of myself.
let me not despair
let my poor heart repair
guard it well
i dont want to fall out of love again

j
i wish you were here for me
i would cry on your shoulders.
it's so difficult-
i fear you mock at me.
you've changed coz
you were never so unfeeling