it's like next week's the LAST dance class. i cant believe it's going to end so fast.
quite sad coz the teacher announced to pick 2 girls to perform for the entire class to demostrate and she said she picked them coz they are good. *crestfallen*
they really were good. i think i would have missed out some step or flustered while dancing and lose face. :(
then again, i was also late for class and ended up at the back again and i couldnt catch much of what was going on. SIGH!!!
how now! should i continue with reggae2 or should i go learn ballet like dawn, or the unlimited lessons at studio wu or...?!?!?
JITTERBUGS?
or
STUDIO WU?
or back to
O SCHOOL?!
anyway bought a red hot swimsuit, plus powerpuff girls swim float and a golden oriental fan hairclip at the potong pasir salvation army today. :D
PS I still cant believe the drag queen girl got the champion as ANTM!!! even though debbie spoilt the secret ages ago. but anyway she's so unelegant ("if natasha's going to be the champion, i'll rip her hair out of her scalp"). i just thought it was inappropriate to do this on national (or worst, international) tv.
i was rooting for natasha even though i admit she gave it up to the drag queen. she just isnt fierce enough for the likes of her.
PPS today i was soooo angry on the train ride home. firstly coz it was the dance class and i felt lousy. then secondly the whole stretch of seats were taken up by MEN, who literally stared at me head to toe (urgh!!cant stand that!go home stare at your mother!!!!).there was 3 guys around my age, older, tall and not-bad-looking, but their heart! their soul!!! was so selfish and so self-absorbed and soooo ungentlemanly!!! coz just then 2 really old men, white hair and crooked back and all, walked in. and these 3 MORONS didnt give up their seats to them!
instead, the one on the far left continued playing his psp (wah! SHIT him that useless idiot). i always thought that if one had the energy to indulge in games where they race in speeding games, or kick soccer, or fight dozens of enemies, surely, they have the energy to kindly give up their seat to old fragile men and play their game standing up. it's pretty selfish isnt it. if i own a dollar, and someone needs it MORE than i do, common sense tells me to give it to the person. it's only a dollar, not one million dollars. likewise, the seat is not gold. sitting on gold doesnt mean that you will get rich.
the centre one FELL ASLEEP. actually i wouldnt know. coz when the guy on the left gave a big whoop upon winning something, he would wake up suddenly with smiles and talked about the game with him awhile, and go back to sleep again.
you know, actually, he may not be asleep!!! he was pretending to, in order to have an excuse not to give of his preciousssss seat.
OR maybe! he was praying. he was praying that God will forgive him of his sin. or perhaps praying that the girl in front of him will not kill him with her deadly stare.
then the right one was disappointin. he is the cutest among them 3, with nice kind eyes and a toned body. but nooooo he didnt give up his seat. he is a Coward. one who lacks courage and kindness. he is the kind, when you ask who would you save if your mother and your wife drown and you have to choose one to save, he would say NONE coz he dont want to make anyone angry and he would throw some floating device and hope for the best.
now, i feel really disappointed coz i realise that these characteristics are too commonly found in the singaporean men.
sometimes, i am selfish coz i dont give up my seat. i judge whether the person is worthy of my seat and sometimes i judge whether they are the type of people who would give up their seats when they were youth. sometimes i am too shy to give up my seat!! that sounds really weird. i never know whether they are pregnant or whether they are getting off at the next stop, since they never made any eye contact with the commuters seating down, or scan the areas for seats.
but i give them up when i know they need them more than i do. and these 3 men certainly do not need them!
really disappointed. i wanted to video them on my phone actually. and commenting on the phone when at the end of it, i will add in, "now ladies, look at their faces and remember them. these are the guys you ought not to marry coz you will not have a good life with them" etc.
OK GTG! too much anger isnt good for health.
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