15 November 2007

i asked my mum today whether i can stay overnight at my friend's place. i just felt like doing so even though no one has invited me or anything.

but she said this:
look what happened to your sister! i'll not let u stay over at anybody's place!

i was so angered.
angry at my mum for being so selfish and cooping me up at home. angry at my sister for doing what she always likes to do and then losing my freedom.

this year i dont get to go overseas, dont get to stay overnight at friends' place, dont get to do this, dont get to do that....
have to go home early to buy dinner. have to learn cooking coz i have to be independent. have to whine less coz my parents have got alot on their hands.

im quite sick of it.

it really isnt being fair to me.
i've been good. i won their trust.
it was like, "be a good example for your sister to follow"
I DID what i was told.
yet look now what happened to me.

i am now a bird with a broken wing.

:'(


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today i peeled the egg shells of the eggs for dinner.
i was thinking:
are egg shells are made of ionic bonds?

"Ionic crystals are brittle.When an ionic crystal is subjected to stress, a slight dislocation in the crystal structure brings similarly charged ions together. Repulsion between the like charges fractures the crystal." --chem textbook

when i was peeling the egg shells, i was reminded that the egg shells shattered like glass. i cant imagine egg shells to be ionic. and i cant imagine glass to be ionic either.

ok maybe intramolecularly ionic and not intermolecularly ionic. or is it the other way round!!

gah i cant believe myself for sounding so toot!

i miss jc chemistry.
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shit ah i offended someone on a livejournal community just coz i said that i liked her jacket but i dont think the shirt and the jacket she wore on the outside matched. she replied something along the lines of "if u want to insult me, at least do it with better english". So fierce! wahlao why cant i learnt the lesson of never commenting on livejournal posts at all!

SIAN. what a way to end off the day.

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