who wants to marry me now?
today i truly felt kim ah joong's pain in the 200pound beauty. more than the tears of sympathy shed for the lead actress in the movie, now i understand the pain and torture in attaining Beauty.
the dentist had a little bad breath. and sometimes he didnt even wear the mask coz he had to talk to the nurses. and im super sensitive to bad breath!!!
anyway anaesthestic is truly Amazing! the injection part was freaking pain, i think i opened my eyes to see a very big tube (didnt see the neddle though) before i shut my eyes back again. the teeth-plucking wasnt painful (at all), coz my whole jaws were like numb and swollen when the anaesthetic had taken effect. i couldnt even rinse the mouth or close my mouth. couldnt even feel the saliva and blood trickling down my mouth. it's just so numblifying!!!!
anyway cried in the middle of the procedure, then cried like shit when he whipped out the mirror to teach me how to brush my teeth. cried somemore when i saw my parents.
my daddy took leave for me u know!!! was abit touched. but i dont know if it was for me. but anyway he waited for me and drove me home when i thought i had to go home alone in the bus looking so damm ugly.
i think i will never give birth.
i dont understand why God created too many teeth in a person's mouth.
and why He created pubic and armpit hair.
seriously!!
my front jaw is alittle jutted out. :( :(
i never felt so ugly before. NEVER.
nothing can compare to how ugly i feel not. not even when looking back at secondary school pictures, not even when i had a huge pimple on my nose.
sucks la.
who wants to marry me??
but more importantly, who wants to feed me icecream??
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