18 September 2007

TODAY FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!

i decided to look pretty anyway. actually i was thinking of wearing my thick glasses and wear some long hideous skirt and centre-part my hair etc etc. but i changed my mind coz first impressions might last.

and i super regret!!!!!

7 miserable guys out of like 40+ students in my class. sigh. and theyre out of my league.
there's quite a few foreigners.
and the people in my class are quite Mean. it's scary. i hate Mean people.
like how they laugh at people and roll their eyeballs when someone said something that doesnt conform to their way of thinking, or their code of coolness?

im like one of the youngest there. youngest is 18. im 19. -__-

and in the self-introductories.."i'm a zouk kinda girl".."i dont hang out at mos etc much but i..."

and i thought it was going to be first day of school for everyone there but NOOOOOooo.... im just had to be one of the 4 students there who are the Clueless Friendless Innocent.

what kind of head start is this?!

then lessons start and LO BEHOLD.

suddenly i felt like space cadet again. it's so GP and the teacher's like ms sab!!!! she spoke so fast and her sentences seemed to have no full stops, only commas (,) and dashes (-)....!!!! and she stares into the space speaking as if there were some transparent script for her to read. like huh!! it's a classroom! not some huge lecture hall right?!

i learnt that personal relations is not simply like those hotel front desk staff but they exist in every institution--government, corporations, media etc.

and that transformers movie has some political meaning belying the fancy effects of robots and love stories .

i have to watch Thank You For Smoking!! super curious about whats so good about the movie.

anyway gota go.

first day of school Sucks ok.

I Have To Survive Somehow And Not Screw Up Again!!!!!!!

PS i think my english seriously cannot make it if i want to get High Distinctions.

SIAN!




NO FRIENDS NO FRIENDS HOW?!
:(

i want to go halloween party!!!! like MUST MUST MUST. 31october!!!

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