j a n e t

i say singapore
u say City
singapore..CITY!
singapore..CITY!

i say City
u say Harvest
city..HARVEST!
city..HARVEST!

haha i thought that rapper was reaaaally good. real cheeky, daring and observant. gives a whole new dimension to the impression i had of rapping. clapclap!! :D

my shoe didnt win the shoe design. :'( i thought mine's nice. the way my shoe was displayed, i felt like my baby's been mistreated. ahhh i cant take defeat laa. spent like $40 and many sleep hours on that shoe. sewing and pricking my fingers countless times... :(

i never felt so impacted in any conference before, partly due to my lack of attendence in the previous ones. on the first day itself, i received a revelation during worship.
suddenly the memories of the day when my dad forced me to release my tortoise into macritchie reservoir returned to me. i was really young, and i was devastated, heart-broken, that my dad would make me do such a cruel thing. i cried and cried, and my mum, she was crying too. you see, she didnt cry coz she missed the tortoise. she cried coz her heart was pained at seeing me cry. just then God said to me, "u see how much your mum loves you? can you see how much more i love you?
for when you were crying when you were rejected from the universities, i was crying too. "

i was finally lifted up. i didnt do badly coz God punished me or God didnt want to favour me. God was good to me as He gave me CCE when my best ever results was EOF. He was good to me coz He never fails to provide other ways and alternatives.

God was crying with me.