j a n e t

u know the verse of the day box on the right? i treat it like the message of the day, like what God may try to get across to me. i know it's quite silly in that childish-anything-also-will-believe way coz that thing churns out the same verse to anyone who has it. it's not unique only to me. and today's verse is

I will keep you and will make you to be a covenant for the people and a light for the Gentiles.

Isaiah 42:6/NIV
Verseoftheday.com

i wish God can really appear, like sitting right in front of me, or hovering or anything--i just need His assurance. mistakes i made in JC made me doubt about myself, and my decisions. was i blessed by Him when i go to sajc?

i made alot of mistakes. i was the stupidest when i was 17. i can blame so many people or things, but the truth is, i only have myself to blame in the end.

i've cheered up alot thanks to people like dawn and jamie. and weini and hajara and naseem and the many many. HAHA joleen says she treat me icecream. now you people can vouch for my icecream if she "forgets".

thanks coz i didnt know NAFA has a accelerated programme and that good O level results will get me in NAFA.

thanks to dawn for all the info about australia and being so supportive and sweet. u made me feel like i have a future and gave me all the useful aussie links.

and jol too. :D

you guys researched for me! i'm touched enough.

lastly, shopping with good friends do help. talking over fries and nasi lemak too. :) she's got this magic to make people feel ego again.

thanks everyone. i'm much better now.