26 April 2007

sold altogether 5 pairs of shoes at temasek poly! yay. 2days of tending the cart. guess shoe-painting is not really that ideal a job scope. firstly, i had marked down the prices of the shoes super low. then the hours of tending the cart is time, which is money. on the other hand, it's quite fun to be able to explore the school.never been to any polys before and it's an eye-opener to see how people dress to school. kinda get a feel of how uni may be like. and poly food is cheap. :)

ok now for the toxic-expelling moment.

i KNOW my side view is ugly.

i think people who light up their lighters just to let it burn near my skin (to scare me??) is childish. if u want to hurt me, that's not the way to do it. if my skin gets burnt, how are you ever gona suffer the consequenses?

lastly i hate, despise, LOATHE false promises. if you lure me to a smoking area saying that u wont smoke, u better make your promise true. no such thing as "i say i dont want later, u didnt hear meh". dont threaten with "u dont like, u go elsewhere loh". u made a promise. how can u force me to go away! when i've ordered my food and everyone's happy, u did this. im so pissed and angry. another false promise and that's it. i cant stand the smoke, u get it? is it so difficult to stop smoking for awhile?

it hurts especially coz, i know that even if you read about this, nothing will be changed for my sake. you'd say "let her say what she wants in her blog loh, i dont care" with that haughty attitude. AND "i already blow the smoke elsewhere already, what else does she want!". AND "she dont like smokers then dont go out with me loh".

yeah it hurts. knowing that a stinky cigarette stick can be more important than me.

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