j a n e t

to the new bride,
you're starting on a new phrase of life now.
so fast so fast.
for your braveness and faith,
for the tears you shed in the deep of the night,
for your prayers that he is everything you can wish for.
i wish you this.

smiles..! remember how i showed you this photo i took on the train? you were shocked that I would take other people's photo and then you agreed that this photo is very sweet. you know what, i am sure some day some other student might be taking a picture of you and your hubby and your many many kids on some mrt train.

oh yah, remember that you say we'd all have our kids at the same time? i am trying to catch up with you. but it's so difficult. the men these days are quite shy. i guess i have frightened them off.

ok, enough of my nonsense. i dont want to be sad for you but sometimes it seems so difficult. to me, it's still a mystery why you never tell your parents that you dont want it. and why did you hide it for such a longest time?

i miss you. i miss your laughter! i think of the way u bowl and it makes me smile.

i cant read what you are thinking but trust me. i will be there for you always.

may you have a happy everlasting fairytale.